Selfish

Kyotaro was always the type who could feel relaxed pretty much everywhere. But having Ata around made that even easier. He just felt so safe with him. So warm. Happy. Oh, and his lap was simply the perfect pillow no matter where they were. Ata probably couldn’t even imagine just how much those moments meant to him.

And he knew Ata was happy with him as well. He hadn’t expected him to be as affectionate as he was when they were alone, but it was a pleasing thing regardless. And he had noticed Ata seemingly looking for excuses to get them alone so he wouldn’t be so embarrassed about being so close together. He wondered if he could describe Ata as clingy, considering how often he would hold onto his arm as soon as everyone else was away. He would try to get his attention in small ways too…

“What are you with your head in the clouds for?” Ata asked. “You’re usually much more of a napping person than a daydreaming one.”

“Oh, I was just thinking. About you.” Kyotaro replied, smiling up at him.

“W-why!?” Ata’s face immediately turned red. That was kind of a weird question. Did he need a reason to think about his boyfriend? Specially when he was right in front of him?

“You’ve been so selfish lately!”

Ata raised an eyebrow, pausing for a moment. “Selfish? How?”

“I guess it’s not necessarily normal selfishness, but it’s one way to describe it.” Kyotaro stretched his arms before continuing. “You’re quite clingy. But I guess you don’t like to show it in front of the others. So you try to be alone with me quite a lot.”

Ata didn’t really reply at first, frozen by Kyotaro’s words. If that was the reaction he got, he was probably right.

Kyotaro chuckled. “Don’t worry. I don’t hate it.”

“You are pretty selfish too!” Ata argued, flicking Kyotaro’s forehead and looking away from him.

“What do you mean?”

“You keep trying to hug and kiss me in public without even caring when I tell you to stop it! How is that not being selfish?”

Kyotaro thought for a moment. Well, Ata was right that it was pretty selfish of him to always do that… “Do you hate it that much?”

“I don’t hate it. It’s just… Embarrassing.” He sighed. “Let’s just call it even. It’s not that big of a deal.”

“So we’re both selfish, huh?” Kyotaro pondered for a moment. Then he sat up, quickly wrapping his arms around Ata’s neck and kissing his cheek.

“Don’t just do that so suddenly!” Ata put his hands to his chest, but didn’t actually try to push him away.

Kyotaro just smiled as he nuzzled his neck. Maybe some selfishness wasn’t so bad.